There's this little part of him that wasn't there before.
The "mommy mommy" part.
He just never had that before and I love it so much.
The thought of losing it scares me more than anything.
I think about the possibility of "losing this" every time we gain anything new now...
Aiden says "mommy mommy I made a pwengwin" and my heart just feels so big.
The thought of one wrong move taking the connection away- a vaccination, a food, a medication, the wrong place- the wrong time-
I think about EVERYTHING being possibly toxic now- the exterminator- the paint- the detergent- everything.
Thursday, May 22, 2008
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